I conceive of you not in my womb but in my mind. You are a whisper and an image behind my eyes. A thought held in my hands. A precious hope in the center of my heart.
Results are
Negative wanted to let you all know. Thank you for your support.
Today’s the day
Today is the day for final testing and hopefully positive. I am apprehensive today and am not sure how I will feel if negative. At least I don’t have to work until Monday so that will be nice and hubby comes home today too. Well I will let you all know later. TGIF!!
I don’t think a picture has ever made me so happy
Reminds me of my babies when they were little.
8dp5dt
Well I have been feeling pretty good no real symptoms to speak of other then sore Boobies, tired and run down. The last couple of days have been very emotional for me as I am having this overwhelming feeling that I will be a terrible mother and that I have made an awful mistake. I sometimes get the feeling that I can’t even take care of myself how and I going to take care of a another human. Why do I feel like this. I feel horrible as I have wanted a child for many years but now I am scared and lonely. Hubby says it doesn’t matter what happens either way he is happy and loves me no matter what. Just don’t’ know why I am so emotional about all this now, maybe its the hormones. Well I just had to get it out of my head and write it down. Am I nuts or is this normal?
Cramping ?!?!?!?
So i started cramping this afternoon and I hate this 2ww thing and not knowing what is happening inside my body. UGH i hope this means Mike and Ike are digging in and finding a nice warm spot to keep growing. what do you all think? Did you have cramps?
First blood work since transfer
Hello I had my hormone levels checked today and they said it all looks good and I won’t have to go back in until next Monday.
My progesterone was >20
Estradiol is 456
Are those number good? I know they are much better than last time, but still hat trying to figure things out during the 2ww.
Praying babies are sticking. Oh and funny note, while having transfer my hubby (the jokester that he is) called the embies Mike and Ike. So that is what we have been calling them ever since. I sure hope Mike and Ike are sticking around for good…
Love
Thank you ladies, you are the best!!!
Thank you all for your support and well wishes. Prayers, crossed fingers, sticky vibes, baby dust and etc. the more the merrier right now..
Thank you all again, I don’t know how I would get through all of this without you.
Just finished the first book. Amazing what you can get done on bed rest.
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